Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Baby Update

I'm writing about this on here because I'm not really ready to talk about it.

We had an ultrasound today and the baby no longer has a heartbeat. It looks like he passed away about 3 weeks ago. I will be going to the hospital today to deliver him. I am not sure how long it will take as I have never actually delivered a baby before (2 C-Sections). But the nurse said it will be a quick recovery because he is so small.

In all honesty, I have had a feeling that something wasn't right with this pregnancy from the beginning. I tried to avoid this feeling by acting really excited, talking a lot, and making jokes about trying to have a "New Year baby." I really have known all along.

Anyway, I don't really know what else to say right now. I will try to post again soon with more information (If I can go longer than 5 minutes without bursting into tears.)


  1. Sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers. Larry

  2. :( The agony must be nearly unbearable. I am so, so sorry for your incredible loss. Just remember that families are forever, and that someday, you'll be reunited with your little one. Our prayers are with your family!